ok so todae the 2nd dae of hell...same like the first dae wasnt very gd.in the morning went to sch...oredi feeling dame emo liaos.reached class,cud not smile or laugh.many fwens ask miie why i so emo...ignored them...so after first lesson,Miss Soh come find miie.she ask miie am i ok?ask miie why i look so sad.then she said i quarrel or broke up wif someone? obviously i didnt tell her...she jus say hope i feel better.then Sci lesson.Miss Yu oso ask if i was ok...she said i wasnt very active like last time...obviously i m not...same thing she wish i cud be more hyper like i always am...ok so aft tat many many many many fwens kip asking miie why i so emo...i jus ignored ALL of them...then Qianhong and Carol tried making miie laugh wif tat funny things they drew on their paper? though is quite funny,but cud not laugh...not even smile.so jus grinned at them la,anyway thxs to eeu qianhong,though u always try to cheer miie up yet u always fail.appreciate ur effort.CCA oso cnt concentrate la...so i tried to always close miie eyes? i noe it takes time la...so hope i get better daes by daes....2morro hv shooting selection for sch team...hope the feelings wont affect miie,hope i can shoot very well 2morro to be in sch team....